I don't feel all alone all the time.....just mostly. The feeling of lonliness leaves me briefly when the finches perch on the primrose stalk, bobbing back and forth slowly and eating....or when the squirrel stops and looks in my window briefly as it runs by, then stops suddenly to backbrush its ears and scratch a flea like a tiny dog. I also don't feel alone when I see the pictures of flowers you send, you are my window to the land just below me; me, the only one in my family born in the USA. My perfect self was dropped into the middle of lovely scenic Detroit, MI. Was this a joke? I took it as one at first, but now....I still take it as a joke, now a much deeper and more sinister one.
I feel your sense of loss, even though I had my mom with me for 99 years, including the last years when I cared for her every day around the clock. I believe you would have loved to have such a long precious time with your mother. Even though my experience was different, I feel your loss deep in my heart.
I don't feel all alone all the time.....just mostly. The feeling of lonliness leaves me briefly when the finches perch on the primrose stalk, bobbing back and forth slowly and eating....or when the squirrel stops and looks in my window briefly as it runs by, then stops suddenly to backbrush its ears and scratch a flea like a tiny dog. I also don't feel alone when I see the pictures of flowers you send, you are my window to the land just below me; me, the only one in my family born in the USA. My perfect self was dropped into the middle of lovely scenic Detroit, MI. Was this a joke? I took it as one at first, but now....I still take it as a joke, now a much deeper and more sinister one.
I feel your sense of loss, even though I had my mom with me for 99 years, including the last years when I cared for her every day around the clock. I believe you would have loved to have such a long precious time with your mother. Even though my experience was different, I feel your loss deep in my heart.
Condolences &
hugs . Words are inadequate sometimes. 💌🕊️
Thinking of you .
I hope you have a blessed Christmas.